YOU are one of those people, who would do anything for me. I’m looking, but it’s like I’m going nowhere fast, the better become worse, as if you’re no longer mine, no longer waiting for me.
But resilience and a need for hope sets me back on track, as I try to rationalise emotions into being happy regardless of the lack of your existence. I do know that I don’t want to, stop searching anymore. And I do know that I don’t want to accept it, and I won’t, not until you get me my puppy.
So I’m yours finally if you manage to show me.
Do enough that is worth enough to keep me.
But try any less and I have finally taught myself to walk away without any second chances.
I’m searching, and if I find YOU, and you can do it properly, I’ll stop these foolish fears, and you can stay.
Not just in the moment.