Do we all find it hard to move on, or is it just me?
You were so perfect, well to me anyway
Why couldn’t you stay that way
Strong, considerate, humorous- What if you had remained sane?
Minus the pills, the schizophrenia and inability to concentrate.
Instead, you broke my heart
Into tiny pieces
And Crushed those into a million more.
With your ‘sweet’ comments, dragging me back in just to then shut me out and push me away.
I’m still recovering
Still trying to glue myself back into place
Still crying silent tears.
I wish I didn’t know the moments when you made me smile
I wish I no longer was affected by you
I want to erase you
The way you had the guts to erase me.