DAY 28: Where the hot and cold, forget you, dessert disappearances started and tipped and spilled the mess bucket across all the good that did once exist between Mr December and I. [2 words: walk away].
I need you
Cuz I need an escape.
Forget as, pain is not worth its endurance.
And if you look, you.will. see. I sit where I am as if emotionless.
a straight face.
In front of pained eyes, oblivious by those surrounding.
I need to stop.
What I want and need from you,
What I’m lacking in my life,
You can’t give me
I shouldn’t expect you.
It’s a love that’s been missing, Compassion not returned, Understanding ignored,
Happiness walked over.
So. Sometimes I think we need to stop
The mess too much for you to deal with
I should have never let you attempt to deal with.
Failed to deal with.