… please just go away (day 28)

DAY 1.
DAY 7.
DAY 14.
DAY 16.
DAY 21.

DAY 28: Where the hot and cold, forget you, dessert disappearances started and tipped and spilled the mess bucket across all the good that did once exist between Mr December and I. [2 words: walk away].

I need you
Cuz I need an escape.

My tears about to roll down my face.
But Stop as,
I only know how to portray strength.

Forget as, pain is not worth its endurance.
And if you look, you.will. see. I sit where I am as if emotionless.
a straight face.
In front of pained eyes, oblivious by those surrounding.

Now.
I need to stop.
What I want and need from you,
What I’m lacking in my life,
You can’t give me
And
I shouldn’t expect you.

It’s a love that’s been missing, Compassion not returned, Understanding ignored,
Happiness walked over.

So. Sometimes I think we need to stop
The mess too much for you to deal with
I should have never let you attempt to deal with.

Failed to deal with.

Miss Mess

xoxo

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About iheartmess

A Middle Eastern Londoner 20-something living the 'western' life in between London and home.
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