No. I’m not here for you to backtrack your moves, re-step your errors, and on sad nights decide to come to me. I’m not here for that.
Tomorrow when you choose, whatever suits you best, whomever will get your time, you go f@!# yourself.
It’s not confusing, or complicated or too much to calculate.
Yes, you could have tried, and you had the time to try. Whatever your reasons for not trying, are mine now to tell you to ….