Time to carpe some diem

He offered her the world, she said she had her own

I’ve been asking myself recently if it’s in my nature to back away and ignore people whom I know will and want to do it all for me. Why do I choose the selfish, cowardly, mellow over the person who will walk the world for me. Why do I choose the wrong types repeatedly?

I dont’t know if it’s because of a self-righteous, I can take care of myself, preposition, that I have instilled in me through years of childish heartbreak; or if this idea of attaining the world from someone is premature and truely too cheesy to be real.

Either way, it really is not important. If you are one who just meh wants me, when they can be bothered to want me, then I have two words for you.. meh, you.

Miss Mess

xoxo

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About iheartmess

Dear Girls (and Boys!), Boys will hurt you, a lot of them. You'll feel like your heart is breaking at age 12, at 16, and then properly at 21 and then really at 26. When it breaks again before you are 30, that will be the real one, wait for it, every single one is everything, and nothing. It’s all great and terrible, it’s all worth it...
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