He loves me, he loves me, he loves me not …

This time I had a plan. I wasn’t going to get lost in the movie scene he funded, or swoon and stay frozen in that long awaiting embrace. I couldn’t forget my broken tears because his arms were so strong around my waist. Instead in those seconds of silence, the calm of his light eyes, I would look up, move in,
and ask him –

“We’re you with anyone in Paris?”

His silence, chuckle, then obvious frown, will be my final slaughter. Funny how despite knowing my plan would need weeks or months to get to, I already tasted his answer and continued to chase his poison.

Miss Mess

xoxo

Advertisements

About iheartmess

A Middle Eastern Londoner 20-something living the 'western' life in between London and home.
This entry was posted in World and tagged , , , , , , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s