You should leave this city, travel. Drop everything and fly out, if only for a few days. Stop. Start again letting your heart beat fast.
Go see the world, explore something new. Have conversations with people you don’t know. Discover yourself. Find circumstances outside your normal circle. Sleep alone on white bed sheets and your usual luxury. Walk over edged rocks with no shoes on. Laugh with strangers. Let go of what you are used to saying and hearing. End your routine chatter, sound is a diversion and a pastime. Be silent enough to question who it is you want to become.
At least think about it.
Chase and run after love, let it break you. Be sad, and mull over your choices. For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Pick up and carry on with vengeance. Do anything you would never have done.
Dream beyond your dreams. All in all be well and happy and comfortable.