here, take my number

“How was drinks yesterday? Hold up, what is it you’re looking so anxious about now?”

“I’m just worried I’m gonna mess this up. I’m gonna do something he doesn’t like, and he’ll hear about it and he won’t stay.”

“Do you think what you’re doing is wrong”

“Yes, I mean no. I mean probably.”

“In any case, don’t you believe it’s up to fate. Don’t you believe that if he were to leave you that easy you shouldn’t be with him anyway”

“I do. But I also know I need to change my habits.”

“Would you change your habits if he’s here?”

“Ofcourse, but is that enough?”

“Yes it’s enough. Well, would you switch back if he leaves temporarily”

“Probably.”

“Then you’re not ready for him. Then he hasn’t done enough for you to want him enough. You’ll stop doing anything and everything but him. Don’t you think? Hasn’t that happened in the past?”

“I guess.”

Miss Mess

xoxo

 

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About iheartmess

A Middle Eastern Londoner 20-something living the 'western' life in between London and home.
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