wow. those few words just broke my heart.
i was gathering the courage to ask you, to ask me out on a date this weekend. i wanted to dress up, look cute for you. i was making little plans to spend the day and night with you. i was trying to find the right words to tell you i want more. more of you, more calls, more sights, more cities, more experiences, with you.
and you just text me: “I decided to go to LA this weekend.”
that was it, in one blue bubble, i kept staring at it.
i know you have to protect your heart. i know i’m the one who broke up with you that first time. i’m the one who says i don’t wanna be with you in the long long term. i’m the one who teared, and shook and told you so.
but i just didn’t think you were waiting for the worst moment to make your mark. with a text and a drive far away.