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Cuz you lived and breathed for someone else

“This time when you started messaging and calling me again, I tried to understand it and stay cool,          but it just made me anxious during the day and sleepless at night. It reminded me how much I had wanted … Continue reading

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judge of character

I was steeped in denial, but my body knew. – Suzanne Finnamore Miss Mess xoxo

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Worrd

“Declare your jihad on thirteen enemies you cannot see – egoism, arrogance, conceit, selfishness, greed, lust, intolerance, anger, lying, cheating, gossiping and slandering. If you can master and destroy them, then you will be ready to fight the enemy you … Continue reading

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BAM, out of the blue, regret shamed me silent

Overnight my heart stopped beating. Shivering, paralysed, I could feel it tense and quiet, sitting in my throat. The drink wasn’t helping. It was permanent. That feeling, it wouldn’t pass, as if I was high for the first time, I … Continue reading

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I’ll never tell…

And it happened. They were both under the influence. He adored her. She enjoyed it. A guy friend once told me he appreciates it when a girl tells him to keep what happened between them; just between the two of … Continue reading

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How mine and your movie scene will play out

Whilst he sat back, comfortable and indifferent, he revealed, “You know, I liked you for longer”. In that room, just the two of them, his voice rang hazy in her ears; somehow he managed to phrase it and exaggerate the … Continue reading

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sweet boy, for this one time I’ll break your heart

I’m slowly becoming accustomed to the performance of our routine. Like a creature of habit, I prefer these scenes, being less dependent on you, being less inclined to your needs. I would love it if it would continue like this; … Continue reading

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A young ballerina needs more

It’s not enough, far from it. Oceans and deserts from it. Remembering your lies is proving tougher as normal becomes dinner routines. Speaking my silence is impossible with your cold shoulders from quarter past midnight. Hide away with excuses since … Continue reading

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