Tag Archives: Diary

In his book …

I read the chapter in his book about him falling in love with a beautiful Tibetan-Indian. About their passionate love making. About his weaknesses and vulnerabilities for her. Unlike all the other chapters, this was very well written. It felt … Continue reading

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Ambition Baby

I like him, on paper, his profile, everything people said about him. Especially because he has that face that will grow old so handsome. But of course we were missing something. We began to lack something. I think what it … Continue reading

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Be Brave.

I am so scared of tomorrow, so scared of the work that I need to put in to get to my dreams.  Or what if all that work means nothing, gets me nowhere. How can I fall asleep knowing I … Continue reading

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These Ex of mine

I never knew where he stood and what he thought about it. About my actions and reactions, and fights and battles. About all that made me small in life, all that made me weak and negative and in search of … Continue reading

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here, take my number

“How was drinks yesterday? Hold up, what is it you’re looking so anxious about now?” “I’m just worried I’m gonna mess this up. I’m gonna do something he doesn’t like, and he’ll hear about it and he won’t stay.” “Do you … Continue reading

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What are you scared of?

I’m scared of two things: permanence and failure. That permanent, final, future choice. Because what if I feel trapped, with no way out. What if I no longer have control. What if I wake up tomorrow and the only way … Continue reading

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Is this you?

I don’t know if it’s hard for me to read you because, because you’re trying so hard to play me. Or maybe you haven’t figured yourself out yet. And likely, you are just hard to read. I literally can’t put … Continue reading

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