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We broke up.

“… And he was so harsh.” “People always say mean things when they’re fighting. That’s normal.” “I don’t. And I want someone who’s more compassionate, even when he’s angry. You know, so he would still walk me to my car, … Continue reading

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What are you scared of?

I’m scared of two things: permanence and failure. That permanent, final, future choice. Because what if I feel trapped, with no way out. What if I no longer have control. What if I wake up tomorrow and the only way … Continue reading

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Boys in LA

“Hi?” “Hi” “What’s your problem with me?” “I don’t have a problem with you – What do you mean?” “You don’t make any effort to see me – when I do.” cowardly, inappropriately, seeking validation, I do, she heard herself … Continue reading

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“To love someone is for their happiness to be the same as your own”

Wish I felt that. For you to be happy, for me to be happy. All I wanted was to be happy. Like an animated kid jumping to catch her red helium balloon rising in the wind, I chased it through those … Continue reading

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Fears

‘What’s your biggest fear? Mine: that I won’t find the person who loves me and understands me as I am, completely.’ Ofcourse I wouldn’t allow my arrogant mind to see it, but he was standing right there in front of … Continue reading

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