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“I’ll do whatever you want baby”

Now, I’m pushing and pushing him away. Unplanned he was leaving Palo Alto and I was driving that way. Unplanned he kept comforting me and I kept pushing him away. I know, one day, this will come back and break my … Continue reading

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“To love someone is for their happiness to be the same as your own”

Wish I felt that. For you to be happy, for me to be happy. All I wanted was to be happy. Like an animated kid jumping to catch her red helium balloon rising in the wind, I chased it through those … Continue reading

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For tonight only

“Do you know what it feels like to sleep with someone knowing they don’t want to be with you forever?” Maybe he knew. Maybe he couldn’t express it like me. Or Maybe he never entertained the idea of forever. Well. … Continue reading

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I have always hated your world.

You think I’ve forgiven you? I have not, not even close. I want you to feel real heartbreak and endlessly cry because of it. Sob, scrub your tears and punch the wall. Once, and then a second time, because the … Continue reading

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Love with unspoken candour

It surprised me that, despite my calm, my acceptance, and my realistic distance I really wished you would pause, look, and silence me; then tell me, with raised eyebrows, that you missed me with all of your heart. Just as … Continue reading

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There is no darkness brighter than this darkness

As if a light switched on and I KNEW – my flaws and issues, countless if any, were not the reason we didn’t work out. You are the reason. And it takes time, torment of time, but it’s okay now. It’s … Continue reading

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In words ..

“Your longing for me is my message to you; All your attempts to reach me Are in reality my attempts to reach you.” – Rumi Miss Mess xoxo

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