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karma – the heart that keeps breaking

wow. that just broke my heart. i was gearing up the courage to ask you, to ask me out on a date this weekend. i wanted to dress up, look cute for you. I was making plans to spend the … Continue reading

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As if my heart couldn’t break

Throughout our relationship, although I had my selfish moments, I stopped acting on what it was that I truthfully wanted. Who I wanted to be with. Where I wanted to go. What I wanted to do. I was constantly worried … Continue reading

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I told my boyfriend I had met someone..

I didn’t think I would cry over him. I didn’t think my tears would fall across my face. Splatter and spread like my heart did. Not then, three weeks after the first time I said it and not now, one month after breaking … Continue reading

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“I’ll do whatever you want baby”

Now, I’m pushing and pushing him away. Unplanned he was leaving Palo Alto and I was driving that way. Unplanned he kept comforting me and I kept pushing him away. I know, one day, this will come back and break my … Continue reading

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“To love someone is for their happiness to be the same as your own”

Wish I felt that. For you to be happy, for me to be happy. All I wanted was to be happy. Like an animated kid jumping to catch her red helium balloon rising in the wind, I chased it through those … Continue reading

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For tonight only

“Do you know what it feels like to sleep with someone knowing they don’t want to be with you forever?” Maybe he knew. Maybe he couldn’t express it like me. Or Maybe he never entertained the idea of forever. Well. … Continue reading

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I have always hated your world.

You think I’ve forgiven you? I have not, not even close. I want you to feel real heartbreak and endlessly cry because of it. Sob, scrub your tears and punch the wall. Once, and then a second time, because the … Continue reading

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