Tag Archives: holiday romance

New Title: things my therapist said..

My therapist said, our relationships go to the core of our trauma, because we seek in our partners what we need and what we are searching for within ourselves. That blew my mind. I then told her I wanted to … Continue reading

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It felt mean, because I thought it was mean

Tonight was the worst. I felt like he punched me straight in my stomach. I had no idea who the girl was who answered his phone. It was unintentional. Poorly planned. Hours of partying, bathroom powder breaks. Unwinding of a … Continue reading

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Poetic Sadness

It was the strangest thing. Thinking about getting to the place where I would be okay, where I would no longer be sad, where I would move on from him, – made me cry. It made me inconsolable. Was it … Continue reading

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One Summer Wedding

They left the dance floor, went through the kitchen and took the hidden steps up to the expansive roof in the middle of downtown LA. It was completely empty when they got up there. It was still light out, the … Continue reading

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You’re my sweetheart, sweetheart!

You are everything. If I dream, I’ll be lucky if I can have you. And awake you are in my thoughts ceaselessly. Baby you are like a present Glitter wrapped and newly exciting, but Way too much for me. If … Continue reading

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I’m not lonely, just alone

I miss this feeling Miss Mess xoxo

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Oh its nearly valentine’s again?

Maybe a present and flowers would be useless, love is more about expressing the truth don’t you think? Miss Mess xoxo

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They say if it doesn’t last more than 4 months it was just a crush

What they say is true. I wrote the following post about a summer romance, let’s call him Mr. R. He was someone I really thought at the time I could not get over. Mr. R and I only lived an … Continue reading

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the summer that was worth 100k

I miss that boy in New York: he was so honest with me, so naturally genuine and humbly giving. After Miami I couldn’t bring myself to ask you questions the girls, the girlfriends, the past that no one asks you … Continue reading

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sweet boy, for this one time I’ll break your heart

I’m slowly becoming accustomed to the performance of our routine. Like a creature of habit, I prefer these scenes, being less dependent on you, being less inclined to your needs. I would love it if it would continue like this; … Continue reading

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we are all #artists after all

“You’re too beautiful for me to sketch. I was scared if I tried I couldn’t trust that I’d get the details right, the tone of your soft accent, the smile at the corner of your eyes.” “That’s extravagant; you speak … Continue reading

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fairytales et mon amour pour le français

Moments step in our lives that are often far and between but their significance and emotional warmth linger so long after that, regardless of our immature hurtful objective, they are too wonderfully joyful. They make you sparkle as even the … Continue reading

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Eternally teenage

It smelt like you. I took something from you, no let me rephrase, you gave me more than I even remember asking. Standing in the middle of my room, I had the clearest sweetest hectically relaying flashback Sitting down, thinking … Continue reading

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