Tag Archives: lonely

Protect Your Heart

Posted on March 12, 2020 by

For my Sunday workouts, when I lived down in LA, I used to hike this popular path going up a steep canyon. The hike itself was a joy and the views up were beautiful. Walking towards the park entrance, there … Continue reading →

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This one is for you P

Posted on September 25, 2019 by

I’m having those thoughts again. Sad, lonely, empty heart, thoughts. Sad that he wasn’t the person for me. What I needed was consistency and daily connection. It was simple, I needed daily connection. When I finally understood he couldn’t give … Continue reading →

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Are you ready to move on?

Posted on August 27, 2019 by

I pulled out my phone, opened up our text thread, tapped till I got all the way to the top, and once again read it through. This time, not to understand how we communicated, what I said to him, when … Continue reading →

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I smelled like him, breeze, fog and disgust

Posted on August 26, 2019 by

It’s time. My mouth smelled like him. It wasn’t sexy or nostalgic or endearing this time. I left in the morning, sad that I had to feel what I did in order to understand it was time to end things. … Continue reading →

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GoDaddy

Posted on August 19, 2019 by

I couldn’t listen to someone else’s story about the time you once loved. How you flew to Denmark for a domain name, well for a girl you had liked on some trip somewhere, and she owned the website that you … Continue reading →

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Fridays was boys only 🚫

Posted on June 20, 2019 by

Is there something I’m doing wrong? Is there something I should be doing differently? For the life me I can’t understand why you don’t try to plan to see me on Fridays. Why not tell me to join you in … Continue reading →

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In my love story

Posted on October 9, 2018 by

Notes from January 2018 onward… I was so lonely. Especially if I was home alone, I would cry at various times. At night especially. I cried every night. I resisted messaging him at nighttime a while ago. I don’t know … Continue reading →

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