Tag Archives: pain

Does anyone else track dates?

On July 4, 2018, I lost my best friend. I made a decision that did not feel like it was me making it; I made the decision to stop. It was a hard time. Truely difficult. I had built this … Continue reading

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GoDaddy

I couldn’t listen to someone else’s story about the time you once loved. How you flew to Denmark for a domain name, well for a girl you had liked on some trip somewhere, and she owned the website that you … Continue reading

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A short story about separation

[from A’s memory]: She looked me in the eye and told me how much my words hurt her, how my actions and lack of effort effectively left her feeling unwanted. That our time spent together, she could only cringe when remembering: … Continue reading

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He met someone.

It burnt me. How could he have met someone and I hadn’t// How could he be with someone so soon after and I wasn’t. It burnt me, it really did. I thought and thought, and justified that he was a … Continue reading

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If these walls could talk.

It was like coming off a high. If I were to tell you how it made me feel; what I wanted to do; it was the worst three days of my entire life. All I did was think about him, … Continue reading

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Don’t be a cunt

Miss Mess xoxo

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My two cents:

You are a fucking idiot. Miss Mess xoxo

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Come at me bra

The difference between him and Mr B was that, B, as immature as he was, never tried to repeatedly fault me, and insist on his obvious attraction save my ‘crazy ways’. No one should be allowed to cause this much … Continue reading

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Beautiful simplicity

Sometimes we turn a corner, without doing anything out of the ordinary, driving towards the sun the same route as always, and we grasp the concept that there is a world outside ours. That it is bigger and bolder than … Continue reading

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They say if it doesn’t last more than 4 months it was just a crush

What they say is true. I wrote the following post about a summer romance, let’s call him Mr. R. He was someone I really thought at the time I could not get over. Mr. R and I only lived an … Continue reading

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only Faultless can tell Flawless that she’s imperfect

“Insecurity is such a turn off for me.” I was itching to cry “your face is a turn off”, I breathed in instead; I shook my head and stayed silent; chuckled soundlessly because you are a moron. I may be … Continue reading

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How mine and your movie scene will play out

Whilst he sat back, comfortable and indifferent, he revealed, “You know, I liked you for longer”. In that room, just the two of them, his voice rang hazy in her ears; somehow he managed to phrase it and exaggerate the … Continue reading

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speak your mind because your days are numbered

“You’re stuck in my head?” Shouldn’t I be? Why do you have to make it sound like it’s a bad thing. I know it’s my fault, but I wish you hadn’t become this person I thought I knew. I told … Continue reading

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Are we all masochists

You just did it to prove a point A movie and enough time. True you didn’t plan it, Surely inevitable going by the tension. You didn’t want to cause this, you didn’t want me to hurt you again. I can … Continue reading

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In the words of Ms. Minaj: Save Me

You used to say it’s between me and her- when friends asked and thought about getting involved. As if we had it all under control, and your one french email to explain yourself was overly generous in keeping me in … Continue reading

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Cheers to your secrets and red Bull

My clenched jaw in step with my fuming rage won’t allow me to rationalise my words. Did you ever believe in history? Ours, what we made of our friendship. Do you understand the idea of loving someone for the good … Continue reading

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with your white T-shirt you reminded me of when I fell for you

Can I fall in love just by dancing with you after such a long time? Can I admit that I can’t compete with whoever it is you are loving. Can I also say, it kills me to hear that other … Continue reading

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we try. And then we search

YOU are one of those people, who would do anything for me. I’m looking, but it’s like I’m going nowhere fast, the better become worse, as if you’re no longer mine, no longer waiting for me. But resilience and a need for … Continue reading

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