Tag Archives: poetry

Can you hear me?

We had been together for a little bit. You know, exchanged numbers, off bumble, one date in, lots of texts, and once a day FaceTimes. In that small space we had a level of knowing. Okay, I had a level … Continue reading

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Be still.

He was still there, in my fucking heart. I scrolled through my calendar to see how long it had been. I typed “surf lesson” in the search bar; that was the day after the last time I saw him, nearly … Continue reading

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First on SoundCloud

I was listening to my new guys music on soundcloud, whilst me ex was texting me, and another ex-from 10 years ago asked me what I’m doing tonight. Life has a way of consistently bringing everything I cared about to … Continue reading

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Learning to say I Love You

I may have said I love you, once, maybe twice, in our entire three years together. Near the end, because he started to feel like family, I would say “love you, bye!” You know, like when you hang up the … Continue reading

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From lovers to friends

And today, this is what I wanted. This special kind of friendship. I may not have been able to ask for what I want, or make the decision out loud, but I knew how to guide it. To here. With … Continue reading

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Break ups in cars with questions

This week has been difficult. And I know you would love to hear me tell you that. That I miss you. That I’ve needed to message you. That this shit is hard without you. Why do we need a reminder … Continue reading

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Going through and through and through our reckoning

I started to imagine we would have the most incredible, last night together. You moving out next Wednesday and our future over since last Thursday. In our fickle, forever relationship, I pictured one, last, fun, full of conversation night. I clung to the … Continue reading

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It felt mean, because I thought it was mean

Tonight was the worst. I felt like he punched me straight in my stomach. I had no idea who the girl was who answered his phone. It was unintentional. Poorly planned. Hours of partying, bathroom powder breaks. Unwinding of a … Continue reading

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Poetic Sadness

It was the strangest thing. Thinking about getting to the place where I would be okay, where I would no longer be sad, where I would move on from him, – made me cry. It made me inconsolable. Was it … Continue reading

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One Summer Wedding

They left the dance floor, went through the kitchen and took the hidden steps up to the expansive roof in the middle of downtown LA. It was completely empty when they got up there. It was still light out, the … Continue reading

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Never us against the world

Nothing could save us. Telephone calls, good mornings texts, multiple sunshine emojis, look into his eyes, back to back late night runs. We built too much distance between us. After so many nights away, so many conversations retained, Work trips, … Continue reading

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Reborn

Have more faith in life and yourself. I know what it’s like when you are alone in bed; waiting for sleep to fall over you. Clear your mind. Breath out the weight. Ponder your dreams instead. Today you are reborn, … Continue reading

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Lonely Planet

Here, hold on to my hands. Do you remember me? Trust me You can follow me I will always keep the lonely parts outside of you. Miss Mess xoxo

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About an old friend

You are in a different world than us; it is neither right nor wrong, good nor bad. It is your reality, perplexed, unconventional, seminal, from our own. Even if we’re not in it, we walk side by side – I … Continue reading

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You’re my sweetheart, sweetheart!

You are everything. If I dream, I’ll be lucky if I can have you. And awake you are in my thoughts ceaselessly. Baby you are like a present Glitter wrapped and newly exciting, but Way too much for me. If … Continue reading

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You are out there, I know it!

… The moment I heard my first love story I began seeking you, not realising the search was useless. Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere, They are in one another’s souls all along. – Rumi Miss Mess xoxo

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He loves me, he loves me, he loves me not …

This time I had a plan. I wasn’t going to get lost in the movie scene he funded, or swoon and stay frozen in that long awaiting embrace. I couldn’t forget my broken tears because his arms were so strong … Continue reading

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making molehills out of mountains

I did naively believe my honesty and maturity would be my solution The best of. Enough childish, silent, brooding melodrama. But I truly forgot who I was dealing with, The worst of. I just ended up creating another problem. I … Continue reading

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Northbound. Southbound.

People love you in different ways, or they never love you in any way. She walked along London’s beautiful streets, white maisonnettes, grey pavements and sunny cafés. Nothing prepared her for the journeys she would take, the hearts she would cross … Continue reading

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Not that I can’t, I Won’t, compete with any pies, cherries or honeys, baby.

My five minutes of fame with you could not have poisoned the basis of your personality. Whilst written words were never significant with you, your aura and actions promised faith and fortitude. It’s true that you can rise from the … Continue reading

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