Tag Archives: reflection

Until you grow big enough to handle anything

I can handle anything. Truly, complicated negotiations, mortgage application, car lease, purchase of a home, name the task. I can step out the house and take on the world. Until I like you. Until I’m chatting to you and I … Continue reading

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In his book …

I read the chapter in his book about him falling in love with a beautiful Tibetan-Indian. About their passionate love making. About his weaknesses and vulnerabilities for her. Unlike all the other chapters, this was very well written. It felt … Continue reading

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Be Brave.

I am so scared of tomorrow, so scared of the work that I need to put in to get to my dreams.  Or what if all that work means nothing, gets me nowhere. How can I fall asleep knowing I … Continue reading

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Round 29

Loneliness is a fucking bitch. Miss Mess xoxo

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What are you scared of?

I’m scared of two things: permanence and failure. That permanent, final, future choice. Because what if I feel trapped, with no way out. What if I no longer have control. What if I wake up tomorrow and the only way … Continue reading

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Breaking up with your ex

He called me after eight months, nothing for eight months. He said his feelings for me are still the same, reminding me that I’m “v cute.” He said he needed the time. That he’s changed, now a little better than … Continue reading

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Reborn

Have more faith in life and yourself. I know what it’s like when you are alone in bed; waiting for sleep to fall over you. Clear your mind. Breath out the weight. Ponder your dreams instead. Today you are reborn, … Continue reading

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Middle Eastern taboo

It was crystal Clear; Like the Boston bay out my window. Blue, serene and never ending. You made your mind up about me Stereotypes and preconceived notions. Funny how I judged you so positively. Who knew you’d switch once you heard the … Continue reading

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Whilst you were sleeping

I looked up at his face whilst he was sleeping. I kept my eyes on him and I knew I’d fallen for him already. He had the most perfect jawline, protruding cheekbones, a little stubble covering it all. I ran my … Continue reading

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Society presumes that women are disadvantaged

“One is not born, but rather becomes, a woman” – Simone de Beauvoir I used to ask myself, what is wrong with her? Why does she fall for the assholes; the cowards; the immature kids. There must be something wrong in … Continue reading

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You can’t teach me a lesson I have to learn

“Don’t you want to compliment her brain, her attitude? All you see are material things.” “Well I don’t find her brain beautiful or forward thinking, I don’t find her personality humbling or sweet. Anyway I’ve always been materialistic. It’s not … Continue reading

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The worst thing I’ve done

I think what happened in those 2 days we were in Paris became a perpetual twitch in the back of my mind. I started to believe everything you did to me since was my karma. In the foreground of my … Continue reading

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You said you weren’t even mad/ now why you gotta act like that

“I don’t know how to fix this; If you’re gonna be angry then..” his voice trailed off, he sat back down, hands off her arms, shoulders slumped against the couch. He leaned forward and looked up at her. But his … Continue reading

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Cuz you lived and breathed for someone else

“This time when you started messaging and calling me again, I tried to understand it and stay cool,          but it just made me anxious during the day and sleepless at night. It reminded me how much I had wanted … Continue reading

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At the point of no return

. Miss Mess xoxo

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My love of the little things

It was the little things, his sturdy chivalrous manner. His silent but opinionated intellect. The way his crooked smile lifted when she walked in a room. But most of all he was there for her without needing to say it; … Continue reading

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judge of character

I was steeped in denial, but my body knew. – Suzanne Finnamore Miss Mess xoxo

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Worrd

“Declare your jihad on thirteen enemies you cannot see – egoism, arrogance, conceit, selfishness, greed, lust, intolerance, anger, lying, cheating, gossiping and slandering. If you can master and destroy them, then you will be ready to fight the enemy you … Continue reading

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You’re my sweetheart, sweetheart!

You are everything. If I dream, I’ll be lucky if I can have you. And awake you are in my thoughts ceaselessly. Baby you are like a present Glitter wrapped and newly exciting, but Way too much for me. If … Continue reading

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Hurt if you need to, but in the end be better for it not less.

I don’t care what he says, she says, they say.. I’ll treat you the way I want to be treated. Miss Mess xoxo

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