Tag Archives: relationship

While he was in London

He whatsapped me a picture. I clicked and stared at it for a few seconds. It was a picture of him with a vitamin drip in his right arm, half his face cut off by the frame. It hurt, looking … Continue reading

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This one is for you P

I’m having those thoughts again. Sad, lonely, empty heart, thoughts. Sad that he wasn’t the person for me. What I needed was consistency and daily connection. It was simple, I needed daily connection. When I finally understood he couldn’t give … Continue reading

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Is there an app for that?

Has anyone ever had one person in their life they loved but couldn’t be with because of traditional society, and at the same time had another person who was so perfect on paper but who was taking things so, slow. Well I … Continue reading

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my brain can’t unsee what it sees in this field of transition

I wonder if I’m over him. I Always think about him, I mean I used to Always think about him. Every highway, every lyric, every sun ray. But now some days, I don’t think about him at All. Strangely, like … Continue reading

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Your life for mine

I made a promise today – 6.12am. Yup, third time’s the charm. Miss Mess xoxo

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sparks will fly

Real love grows when someone finds unspeakable beauty in the place you’ve been cut open. But the thing is, you can’t expect someone else to heal those wounds. And you can’t break someone else thinking it will heal your wounds. … Continue reading

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I just wanna tell you to eat shit and then run away

Everything you say, post, do, gets on my last fucking nerve; I contemplate between commenting something desperately hilarious, crying to you that I still love you, or just ignoring your sleezebag society. Ah if only this smouldering lonely phase would … Continue reading

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I’m stealing Macklemore’s Love Song to be my movement

But then magic can be stagnant and the relationship doesn’t move The commitments to yourself And that you’re always learning, to acknowledge you’re both perfect and still wanna keep working.   Miss Mess xoxo

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I set you free, if you were mine you’ll come back to me

You didn’t come back to me. And the memories are breaking my heart, Each tear rolls down with another thought of all the times you did nothing for me. “It’s not embarrassing, it just shows that you’re really into him”. … Continue reading

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Come at me bra

The difference between him and Mr B was that, B, as immature as he was, never tried to repeatedly fault me, and insist on his obvious attraction save my ‘crazy ways’. No one should be allowed to cause this much … Continue reading

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Did you ever look back?

What are you looking for, that you haven’t found? “Someone attractive, someone I can get along with.” Not Andrew? What about Frank? “That’s it, his looks are the problem?” “Yup, and I’m not attracted to him”. I’m ashamed of my … Continue reading

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You are out there, I know it!

… The moment I heard my first love story I began seeking you, not realising the search was useless. Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere, They are in one another’s souls all along. – Rumi Miss Mess xoxo

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For the life of me I can’t remember what I was jealous of

I don’t know what I want from you.. You, your company, your voice, your replacement? In this day and age are we allowed to stumble upon more – before the church bells, creme gowns, daddy’s approvals. I think, I know … Continue reading

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Run run runaway @BrunoMars

“Why do you always runaway? We have one great day and you do that thing where I have to back off”. “You mean I’m mean and moody and can’t open myself up?” “Yes! Why do you do it? You know … Continue reading

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A young ballerina needs more

It’s not enough, far from it. Oceans and deserts from it. Remembering your lies is proving tougher as normal becomes dinner routines. Speaking my silence is impossible with your cold shoulders from quarter past midnight. Hide away with excuses since … Continue reading

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In this life I can only hang on for so long

“I can take care of you” “You can’t take care of me for shit!” Turning around, hands in the air melo-dramatic, she paused and looked down on the floor, confused and concentrating. “Okay that’s unfair; I wouldn’t know how to … Continue reading

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Mr B.

There are some people that are just shit. More recently, a lot of people have demonstrated their ability to reach such merde. Even some sad sad friends, but we’ll get into that in a different tag. Now, I’m talking about the … Continue reading

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Fears

‘What’s your biggest fear? Mine: that I won’t find the person who loves me and understands me as I am, completely.’ Ofcourse I wouldn’t allow my arrogant mind to see it, but he was standing right there in front of … Continue reading

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