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Be Brave.

I am so scared of tomorrow, so scared of the work that I need to put in to get to my dreams.  Or what if all that work means nothing, gets me nowhere. How can I fall asleep knowing I … Continue reading

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What are you scared of?

I’m scared of two things: permanence and failure. That permanent, final, future choice. Because what if I feel trapped, with no way out. What if I no longer have control. What if I wake up tomorrow and the only way … Continue reading

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After all, this war is all that we are

My mind roams a surrendered battlefield . 5 days a week I deliberate over having you in my life // keeping you a phone call away // caring for you as a ‘friend’. As soon as I stamp my heel … Continue reading

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Shopping for Rolls Royce and ‘Rarris

“Not that, no blue interiors. And please please not the two colour Rolls. No orange, ever”. “What do you know about cars anyway?” It just crossed my mind: I could give my opinion till year end, it wouldn’t matter because, … Continue reading

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Do not say “I’m fine” when you are clearly not

And so the fourth day passed. No news, no words, absolutely nothing from him. There I was bundled in a corner shivering, shaking, hiccupping off my high. And he was -.- It was a stark realisation. I didn’t want to be … Continue reading

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Got my bad baby by my heavenly side

“You think there’s nobody here for you?” “No.” “How are you so sure.” “I am.” “Aren’t you closing yourself off to experiences, things, reaching your full potential on your own.” “I’m sure. But there is something about him, and maybe … Continue reading

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